artful_transgressor: (ranting)
Lyndis Nivali ([personal profile] artful_transgressor) wrote in [community profile] scrib 2013-03-10 08:12 am (UTC)

frankly
i think my paragraph breaks make it seem like im talking a lot more than i actually am
cause not gonna lie i jump to the next line like the ones before it are all catching goddamn fire
but eVen so
its just a thing i do
call it a quirk if it helps you deal with it better
its not eVen nearly the most annoying one in the session

not that its really any of your business
but fuck it this memo seems to be all about airing eVeryones dirty laundry
so ill show willing i guess
a scalebeast killed my lusus
with extreme graphic prejudice
so the topic makes me a little fucking punchy
especially when people talk about how cool they are
theyre not fucking cool theyre huge scaly murder machines
thats only cool as long as youVe neVer actually had one go to work on you or anything you care about
its like watching squeakbeasts form a purrbeast fanclub

anyway
none of this is me encouraging eVeryone to just work together on blind faith
cause youre right
were trolls
were not fucking designed for cooperation
especially across the hemospectrum like this
like i said this is about MUTUAL SELF INTEREST
which is something i think each of us indiVidually can get behind right
the only ones of you id trust not to fuck me oVer under normal circumstances are the ones i dont think are smart enough to actually successfully pull one oVer on me
but these arent normal circumstances
i dont think anyone heres that fucking committed to wrecking someone elses shit that theyre gonna sabotage their own chances for surViVal at the same time
which is the only reason this could eVer really work

also
seriously
real talk here
this isnt about whether or not youre competent
belieVe it or not i buy that youre good
maybe not as good as you say you are cause lets face it who the fuck wouldnt embellish the hell out of that shit
but still plenty good
but this game isnt built for solo shit
if you go off on your own youre gonna get ripped to shreds
not cause youre not skilled
but cause youre playing the wrong fucking game
truth is in some ways you remind me of me
(try to control your Vomiting)
cause i dont die easy either
surViVal is basically all my lifes consisted of for sweeps
which is exactly why im doing this
im not doing it cause i LIKE it fuck knows
but cause more and more i think this is what we haVe to do
that and yelling at you about not shitting on people who we haVe to work with to liVe through this made me realize id better start at least TRYING to practice what im goddamn preaching
cause lets face it im similar to you in that too
iVe been a jackass to a lot of people justified or otherwise
you included
and now i haVe the fun job of eating eVerything iVe eVer said
but im fucking serious
im not gonna die here just cause we all failed to get our shit together

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