[OPEN] ===> Kalfour: Return

[bizango]

Return from where? Well you have been watching the sky for some time now, though why you would do such a thing for so long has somehow managed to slip your mind. That’s alright though. You have been enjoying yourself at least! The fires starting up at the very edge of the horizon are quite pretty against the evening sky.

However, they’ve started creeping closer now, as have the meteors and it’s finally starting to make you nervous. You have to make sure your moirail survives, and from what everyone’s been saying, that won’t happen until she’s playing the game. Which means you have to start soon too. You take another long look at the sky, and then slip down from the roof and in through your respiteblock window. It takes you a minute to find your husktop in the dark and as it turns on, you descend the stairs and settle on the step just outside your door. Hopefully everyone has started the game alright so far! You haven't been doing a very good job keeping track. Whoops!

restlessMediumhas signed on.

restlessMedium [RM] has started pestering meticulousPedicure [MP].

mp~
are yOu ready tO play the game yet~~

Comments

[deadpanlife]

never
i
it's hard

[bizango]

wha+ makes i+ hard kapra*

[deadpanlife]

it's
i don't know how many times i've tried to |eave
and every sing|e time i end up thinking how i'm a|ready trying to not die in just my forest
and in a big wor|d there's on|y just more things ready to eat me a|ive
a|| the other tro||s i've met have tried to cu|| me
no reason to think it's gonna change out there
it's
pathetic
i am |itera||y the worst tro|| to have ever existed i shou|dn't even be here

[bizango]

y*u aren+ kapra* - +ha+ kind *f +hinking is incredib|y se|f-defea+ing
y*u w*u|d n*+ have made i+ +his l*ng if y*u were +he w*rs+ - and y*u w*u|d n*+ have been invi+ed +* p|ay if y*u c*u|d *ffer n*+hing
i d*ub+ any*ne p|aying d*esn+ have s*me+hing +heyre wrest|ing wi+h as we||
y*u wi|| be fine

[deadpanlife]

honest|y i am pretty sure i'm sti|| a|ive because i haven't seen another tro|| in sweeps
apart from Samsra
but
thank you, anyway

[bizango]

n* need +* +hank me - i+s wha+ i be|ieve
bu+ - since y*u were +hree was i+
i+s been +ha+ |*ng since y*u saw an*+her +r*|| - is +ha+ righ+

[deadpanlife]

urm
yes
it has

[bizango]

wha+ happened

[deadpanlife]

Oh no.

urm
i met
F|ARPers, i think

[bizango]

y*u +hink

[deadpanlife]

we||, i didn't know at the time
i never met anyone e|se yet then
on|y found out that they were ro|ep|ayers recent|y

[bizango]

im assuming y*u didn+ j*in in +heir game +hen

[deadpanlife]

urm
we||
they asked
i said yes anyway
i got the fee|ing that even if i had said no it wou|dn't have made a difference

[bizango]

*h +hey were +ha+ kind *f f|arper - +he w*rs+ kind *f +r*|| in my *pini*n

[deadpanlife]

uh
it ended
pretty bad|y

[bizango]

+ha+s qui+e vague kapra*

[deadpanlife]

they hurt me
my |usus ki||ed them

It's becoming harder for you to focus on the keyboard and the words you're typing down, because there's a part of your thinkpan that is moving further and further away as you type. Please please please don't ask anymore questions --

[bizango]

Ah. You had figured it was something similar to that. You pause a moment, wondering how to continue... You think he's been doing quite well so far!!

and y*u haven+ seen any*ne since +hen - excep+ samsra *f c*urse

[deadpanlife]

we||
sometimes other peop|e show up but i just stay away from them
this p|ace attracts on|y the insane

[bizango]

+hen y*u d*n+ +hink maybe y*uve g*++en a skewed idea *f wha+ m*s+ +r*||s are |ike

[deadpanlife]

i don't know
i just know i'm not a very good tro||

[bizango]

i d*n+ +hink any*ne wi|| mind when +here are s* few *f us lef+

[deadpanlife]

you think?

[bizango]

i d* - yes
i+ w*u|d be c*un+erin+ui+ive and unhe|pfu| if +hey did

[deadpanlife]

that's good to know
i guess
i just
don't think i'm rea||y good at anything
other than p|ants