artful_transgressor: (is that right)
Lyndis Nivali ([personal profile] artful_transgressor) wrote in [community profile] scrib 2013-05-08 09:40 pm (UTC)

im not pissed cause youre not going to tell me shit
as weVe both stated that was always kinda a giVen
im pissed that youre jerking me around
and acting high and goddamn mighty cause of all this information you CLAIM to haVe but arent actually gonna share with anyone
while bitching about how no one acknowledges your ~helpfulness~
youre literally refusing to help me in the same breath that youre bitching about me not asking you for it
again
REASONS WHY I DIDNT FUCKING ASK YOU
dont act like me not asking someone who regularly refuses to help others
someone who actually talks about how UNNATURAL it is for trolls to help others and how she wants to keep an edge oVer eVeryone and how goddamn worthless eVeryone else is
and who is frequently unhelpful to me SPECIFICALLY
is me being stupid
no thats me being smart and not wasting my goddamn time
THATS what pisses me off
you trying to pass off YOUR fucking shortcomings as MINE

that said
those links are actually informatiVe
although not in the way you probably intended
kinda shows a pattern
where it looks like you only actually help people when it means you can act and feel superior to them
which sure as fuck explains why iVe hardly been able to get two constructiVe words together out of you without you bitching about how im not feeding your ego properly while you do it

im just gonna state it flat out so theres no further misunderstandings on this point
the game may force us to work together so that we all haVe to help each other at some point
but if youVe gotta be able to lord oVer people to help them then im neVer actually gonna fucking WANT yours
alternias gone and im done being looked down on by assholes
the difference between us is that im not gonna get myself and eVeryone else killed oVer spite
so if the game dictates it im gonna ask for your help eVen if i dont want it or anything to do with it
which is basically what this was
i got three names out of you which is frankly more than i was expecting and exactly what i asked for
if you wanna know why i didnt ask for more than that
just go back and reread our conVersation aboVe

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