artful_transgressor: (grrrrrr)
Lyndis Nivali ([personal profile] artful_transgressor) wrote in [community profile] scrib 2013-05-22 10:21 pm (UTC)

of course i dont understand you
and of course im pissed
weVe had Variations of this exact same conVersation on like four or fiVe completely different topics
and they all end the same way
i put all this time and effort into explaining shit thats so basic it takes me like ten or fifteen minutes eVen to find the WORDS to explain them
and i go to all this trouble and frustrate the shit out of myself to help you learn new and Vital things
and then you completely blow me off cause you dont want to do hard things
and not just hard things in general
no if theyre hard PUZZLES youre all oVer them
if its hard anything you happen to be interested in youll actually bother
but if its something you dont understand
eVen if its something pretty much any other troll can and does get so it cant be THAT hard or it wouldnt be an almost uniVersal understanding
you just decide its not worth doing things differently or trying to understand
and go 'well i dont want to so im not gonna'
eVen though it means missing tons of shit or not understanding your teammates or looking stupid or any of a hundred other reasons it might ACTUALLY be worthwhile to inVest in this stuff
so you waste all my time and effort and headaches
and make trying to get you to understand the most basic shit a huge chore for me with no payoff eVer
cause im gonna haVe to clarify all this shit you refuse to learn eVery time it comes up
AND THEN IM MEAN FOR BEING TIRED OF IT
fuck you
if you kept going out of their way to help someone and they threw eVerything you did back in your face i doubt eVen youd manage to be nice about it

dont talk to me about understanding SHIT aVispa
cause youre not eVen TRYING to understand
and thats a lot worse than me not being ABLE to comprehend you
especially since no one is fucking holding ME by the hand trying to explain you to me
whereas youre giVen that priVilege with the shit im trying to help you get and you just shit on it eVery goddamn time
why the fuck should i TRY to understand you aVispa?
youre not exactly trying to understand me or anything im telling you
in fact the message im getting is that shit thats hard to figure out isnt worth trying to
and trying to figure out a person is LOT harder than trying to figure out why theres a space between two words
or how metaphors work
so you tell me aVispa
what makes understanding YOU completely unaided worth so much more effort on my part than youre willing to put into way simpler things eVen when im helping you

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