what isnt at all? distract myself from what being impatient? thats not exactly how impatience works
thats honestly all i need to know iVe neVer actually had the chance to make a difference in anything before this game except well in other games i guess but not games like this that actually matter just Video games that dont mean anything outside themselVes i dunno if i wouldVe eVer chosen to do something like this where the things people do can literally be matters of life and death for themselVes and other people but if any of us want to surViVe we all actually haVe to do things that will be important in the long run and i guess before now i didnt know what it felt like for the things you do to actually be important or how fucking useless and helpless you can feel when you know you NEED to do useful helpful things and it doesnt seem like youre able to do anything at all
no subject
distract myself from what
being impatient?
thats not exactly how impatience works
thats honestly all i need to know
iVe neVer actually had the chance to make a difference in anything before this game
except
well
in other games i guess
but not games like this that actually matter
just Video games that dont mean anything outside themselVes
i dunno if i wouldVe eVer chosen to do something like this
where the things people do can literally be matters of life and death
for themselVes and other people
but if any of us want to surViVe we all actually haVe to do things that will be important in the long run
and i guess before now i didnt know what it felt like for the things you do to actually be important
or how fucking useless and helpless you can feel when you know you NEED to do useful helpful things and it doesnt seem like youre able to do anything at all