artful_transgressor: (troll)
Lyndis Nivali ([personal profile] artful_transgressor) wrote in [community profile] scrib 2013-06-03 08:29 am (UTC)

im not confusing it
needing them to surViVe inVolves caring if they liVe or die
eVen if thats as far as the caring goes
although it seems like your concern goes a little further than that with at least a couple trolls
but fine
if youVe already grasped that point regardless of how you label it ill stop harping on it

he wasnt picking a fight there though
there was literally no altercation happening until you walked in and threw the gauntlet at his feet
regardless of what he did with it from that moment on
it was only there cause you put it there
also i dont get how you can blame him for it 'escalating'
and complain how he didnt stay to fight it out with you at the same time
either you dont think it shouldVe escalated at all or you wanted him to take it eVen further than it went
i mean i dont eVen care which it was you wanted but youre doing a weird thing where youre blaming him for it being bad while saying you wished hed made it worse?
like what the hell are you eVen talking about at this point

also there is really no comparing you and phaest
iVe been oVer this before
it was super fucking obVious that phaest hated what she was telling you guys for one thing
plus it was literally a case of her thinking she had zero choice in the matter
and that if you guys hacked into the game we would ALL die
you included
so letting you in would not haVe improVed your chances in any way
let me underline the main thing you should be taking away here SHE LITERALLY THOUGHT YOU GUYS WOULD DIE NO MATTER WHAT THE FUCK SHE DID
it was not a choice between save them or leave them to die cause as far as she knew 'save them' was not eVen on the table
so it was not her telling you guys to lay down and fucking die
it was her saying 'if i leaVe you guys yes youll die
but if you hack in youll still die AND so will the people i might actually haVe been able to saVe
you guys will die no matter what and im sorry about that but please let me do what little good i can or all my work will be for nothing'
obViously she was incorrect about what the game could actually handle but she didnt know that at the time
and to be fair the game is pretty fucking buggy so she wasnt entirely wrong either
but the point is she didnt fucking want to haVe to turn you guys down
she just literally thought it was that or nothing based on her work on the game
and im not the most emotionally perceptiVe guy in the world but eVen i could tell she was pretty torn up about it
eVen when she was pissed thinking that you guys were gonna wreck her ability to saVe anyone at all
that is not actually similar in any way to you making an arbitrary judgment call about one troll being a liability and somehow deciding he might infect your team with failure though some kind of preViously undiscoVered Verbal osmosis
and then telling him to gtfo in the most insulting way possible
without eVen giVing the teammates youd decided he shouldnt be talking to a say in whether or not they WANTED to talk to him
those things are literally not eVen on the same PLANET as each other much less the same ballpark

and yeah i read all of it
it was awhile back though so if i got some minor details wrong sue me
i know you wanted him to apologize for something super fucking insulting
if not him existing then maybe him being worthless
something along those lines anyway
but does it really fucking matter what the exact wording was cause it sure as fuck doesnt change my point
that being you were going at him in a ridiculously fucking combatiVe way and id almost consider him not rising to such obVious bait as a point in his faVor
cause pretty much any other troll would haVe
you can say you werent looking for a fight or for it to 'escalate'
and maybe you eVen belieVe it
but that sure as fuck wasnt how you were actually acting
and considering youre pissed at him for not staying and fighting it out with you i think youre fucking kidding yourself that a fight wasnt exactly what you were aiming and hoping for cause youre sure pissed you didnt get one with him

also for fucks sake stop calling him my boyfriend
id barely eVen been talking to him much before that happened
aside from serVer stuff that is
i only got inVolVed cause you were trying to start shit so hard that you hooked entirely the wrong finbeast with your bait
yeah weVe become friends since but a) still nothing to do with quadrants of any sort
and b) nothing to do with me jumping in there

yeah apparently my ancestors kismesis from way back extended his lifespan somehow?
thats all hes really explained
i dunno if its him being cagey or if he literally doesnt fucking remember
honestly on any non-game subjects his pan seems pretty fucked up
i get the impression hes been aliVe way too long

cullbait how?
as in just trolls who are likely to get killed off in general
or trolls whod be likely to get culled by alternian standards
cause the latter thing really doesnt exist anymore
im with you in that i haVe no fucking idea how trolls like nikkal liVed long enough eVen to make it to the game
but whether youd expect them to be culled in fiVe minutes back on alternia is no longer actually releVant to anything
so long as they gain leVels and shit and are strong enough to handle the game thats really all they need to do
or are they not handling their shit in the game well

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