[OPEN] ===> Kalfour: Return
Return from where? Well you have been watching the sky for some time now, though why you would do such a thing for so long has somehow managed to slip your mind. That’s alright though. You have been enjoying yourself at least! The fires starting up at the very edge of the horizon are quite pretty against the evening sky.
However, they’ve started creeping closer now, as have the meteors and it’s finally starting to make you nervous. You have to make sure your moirail survives, and from what everyone’s been saying, that won’t happen until she’s playing the game. Which means you have to start soon too. You take another long look at the sky, and then slip down from the roof and in through your respiteblock window. It takes you a minute to find your husktop in the dark and as it turns on, you descend the stairs and settle on the step just outside your door. Hopefully everyone has started the game alright so far! You haven't been doing a very good job keeping track. Whoops!
restlessMediumhas signed on.
restlessMedium [RM] has started pestering meticulousPedicure [MP].
mp~
are yOu ready tO play the game yet~~
However, they’ve started creeping closer now, as have the meteors and it’s finally starting to make you nervous. You have to make sure your moirail survives, and from what everyone’s been saying, that won’t happen until she’s playing the game. Which means you have to start soon too. You take another long look at the sky, and then slip down from the roof and in through your respiteblock window. It takes you a minute to find your husktop in the dark and as it turns on, you descend the stairs and settle on the step just outside your door. Hopefully everyone has started the game alright so far! You haven't been doing a very good job keeping track. Whoops!
restlessMediumhas signed on.
restlessMedium [RM] has started pestering meticulousPedicure [MP].
mp~
are yOu ready tO play the game yet~~
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sorta
did?
but he has so many prob|ems right now himse|f
i don't think its fair for me to add onto them
at |east right now
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ps~
ahaha~
i think maybe~if yOu dOn't mind me saying~
that it might be a gOOd thing to bring up~~
with sOmeOne yOu trust~at least~~
and maybe talk abOut it a little with them~
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think i'|| be fine
i just need to get used to ta|king to peop|e
i guess
No, you are not ignoring the fact that your anxiety is just a symptom of bigger problems. You don't have bigger problems, or at least ones you can't handle.
Since, well, you're still here, even if you are a mess.
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You are quiet for a bit again, wrestling with yourself...
yOu Only think?
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as fine as i can get
maybe i'|| te|| Samsra once we're a|| in
and he can fina||y stop worrying about it being bad news
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that sOunds like a gOOd plan tO me~~
i'm sure he'll be able tO help~
...no you don't. Samsra scares the shit out of you. But you're trying to be encouraging, so!
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you wou|dn't happen to be scared of him
wou|d you?
i'm not going to be offended, don't worry
since
that's a pretty reasonable impression to get from him
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he seems really niCe~~
maybe a little high strung but~
that's an Okay thing tO be when yOu're saving the wOrld~i think~
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that's good, then
he's
kind of rea||y bad a ta|king to peop|e, i think
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i never wOuld've guessed~
HTML IS HARD!!
urm
you don't
have to be that po|ite, you know
YES IT IS
Oh~
ahaha~
sOrry~am i being tOO pOlite~
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actua||y that probab|y isn't the right word for it
nevermind
Talking to people is hard. Articulating yourself is also very hard, apparently.
urm
sorry for un|oading a|| of that on you
but i guess if you wou|dn't mind
maybe you cou|d ta|k to Samsra sometimes?
he's
kind of |one|y
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FUCK.
Okay~
i think i Can prObably dO that~~
ahaha~
and it's alright ps~
i'll always listen if yOu want sOmeOne tO talk tO~
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though if he says anything creepy p|ease te|| me
oh and
urm
that thing ear|ier was not mean to sound |ike a pa|e overture
sorry
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yes I knOw~
thank yOu fOr saying sO thOugh~
ahaha~
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is it your turn to get into the game yet?
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i have tO talk tO mp~
and see whether he's in yet~~
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that's good
i guess i might see everyone e|se in the game eventua||y?
Now that you think about it, you probably will.
Fuck.
Okay no don't panic that won't be for a while yet --
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i'm nOt sure hOw it wOrks really~
but i'm sure we'll meet up all tOgether eventually~~
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i guess when we do
i cou|d show everyone my garden?
if
they're interested
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i bet lOts Of peOple wOuld want tO see that~~
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i didn't think a |ot of peop|e wou|d be interested in f|owers
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i'm nOt really sure~
i wOuld like tO see it thOugh~
sO there are prObably Others~~
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Kalfour didn't strike you as the type who'd be interested!
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