==> Kaprao: Be useless.

[deadpanlife]

You are being EXCEPTIONALLY USELESS right now.

Or at least, useless in the sense that you haven't bothered to explore outside your hive. There is a big mess of BLACK GUNK right outside your hive, which you have explicitly caused, and you kind of don't want to have to deal with it right now.

In fact, you'd rather not deal with anything right now.

Your lusussprite is currently outside your hive standing guard, which somehow manages to make you feel both safe and even more useless than you already are. Because you really shouldn't need a bodyguard at all to begin with, right?

There are a lot of things that you need to do and you are suddenly doubting your ability to do any of them.

So clearly the best course of action is to distract yourself from all of that for the time being If you can manage even that, anyway.

passiveSampler has signed on.

Comments

[bizango]

gOne~
ahaha~
like he's~
dead~~

Damn, you are a tactful motherfucker.

[deadpanlife]

yes
i can't contact him and Hirune had to get me in

[bizango]

Oh~

Oh no... again... You hate the idea of any more of your teammates dying so early, even if Samsra was probably one of the most dangerous of the lot of you. You didn't like him much... but you certainly didn't expect him to die...

i'm sOrry ps~

[deadpanlife]

i can't do this

[bizango]

ahaha~
yes yOu Can ps~
please dOn't say that~~

[deadpanlife]

i can't
i'm so useless i can't do anything

[bizango]

nO~
ahaha~
please~
i'm~
sOrry~but i think yOu Can dO it and~
prObably ai ChOse yOu fOr a gOOd reasOn~~

[deadpanlife]

she barely even knows me
i can't do this i can't

[bizango]

then~
ahaha~

Oh god why. You aren't any good at pacifying. You can't do this honestly.

i think~
maybe yOu might just be feeling~
Overwhelmed~
right nOw~is all~

[deadpanlife]

i'm no good at this
there's no way i can go through this game
i've already freaked out and i don't know why and and and

[bizango]

wait ps~
stOp fOr a seCOnd~~
please~

[deadpanlife]

i'm sorry

[bizango]

nO~it's maybe Okay~
yOu dOn't need tO apOlOgize tO me~
ahaha~
i'm maybe mOstly wOndering~
what yOu meant when yOu said~
yOu freaked Out~~

[deadpanlife]

i kind of just
flipped

[bizango]

flipped~

[deadpanlife]

like
i don't know what happened i sort of just
killed some imps
i sound crazy i think i'm crazy i'm hopeless

[bizango]

aren't yOu suppOsed tO kill the imps thOugh~~

[deadpanlife]

but
i can't even remember what i was thinking
or more like
it felt like i wasn't actually there and i was only sorta kinda aware of it

[bizango]

Oh~

Well you are much more familiar with that feeling then you would really like to be...

but yOu Came baCk tO yOurself nOw right~
yOu're still~
maybe mOstly yOu~~

[deadpanlife]

i'm not crazy am i?
except i probably am

[bizango]

i dOn't think sO~
just~
maybe stressed~
sO yOur pan is dOing funny things~
tO COpe~i guess~~

[deadpanlife]

maybe...

[bizango]

yOu dOn't think sO~

[deadpanlife]

i don't know
this is a|| too much
i mean
my lusus died
then Samsra died
and i got to |earn what it feels like to have your thinkpan set on fire

[bizango]

yOur thinkpan was set On fire~~