[Open Memo & Alpha Team Memo] ===> Kalfour: Be someone else

[bizango]

CURRENT restlessMedium [CRM] RIGHT NOW opened memo on board YoU MESSED UP HAA HAA HAA.

CRM: i knOw~
CRM: i knOw i knOw~~
CRM: i'm sOrry~
CRM: i'm sO
CRM: sOrry i'm
CRM: sOrry
CRM: i
CRM: 'm
CRM: ahaha
CRM: i'm sOrry
CRM: AHAHA
CRM: IT'S JUST
CRM: So LoUD HERE!!!

CRM closed memo.

You come apart again, as you have since you found out that she... You have never liked the way you lose time before, but you're thankful for it now. You get the feeling the blank spots are getting bigger and bigger when you wake up out of sight of the nearest town only to fall away again a moment later. And all through it there's chatter, familiar voices and people you feel like you've known for sweeps. You take to hiding from them when they get especially loud.

Eventually they leave you alone again and you're left in the quiet, isolated black in your mind.


HOURS IN THE FUTURE BUT NOT MANY, you return to yourself. Or rather. You rise to the front, leaving the cluttered mess of your mind behind you for a moment. You have things you need to attend to in the outside world. People who need to be informed. It takes you another hour to walk back to the nearest town, and you ache by the time you settle into a corner and open your husktop. The heat has done this body no favors at all.

CURRENT restlessMedium [CRM] RIGHT NOW opened memo on board Your attention team~.

CRM: Good evening my dears~
CRM: Or morning as the case may be~
CRM: Depending on the natural inclinations of your particular world of course~
CRM: I have some bad news Im afraid!
CRM: Merzet and Preta are dead~
CRM: Im very sorry~
CRM: Understand that Kalfour will not be available for a time~
CRM: But I will try to keep on track with this game in his place~

Comments

[flowerwhisperer]

he was, urm
rea||y mean
it fe|t |ike he was
|ooking down on me
|ike i was a waste of air

[bizango]

*h
did he a++ack y*u

[flowerwhisperer]

he didn't

[bizango]

maybe savane +hen

...wait.

*r zand*r
*r marine+ - if she was p|anning s*me+hing
are y*u sure +his was a he kapra*

[flowerwhisperer]

...

i'm not sure
they kind of |ooked |ike they didn't |ike the f|owers i gave them
but then they put it in their scarf anyway

[bizango]

*h
zand*r +hen

You try to sound more sure then you are! She may have just been in a particularly odd mood or something.

[flowerwhisperer]

oh, urm
okay

[bizango]

im s*rry y*u me+ her when she was |ike +ha+
marine+ ge+s in+* her head some+imes

[flowerwhisperer]

how is she |ike?

[bizango]

i+ changes - shes easy +* inf|uence unfor+una+e|y
usua||y shes a |i++|e *dd +h*ugh

[flowerwhisperer]

oh
okay

[bizango]

...??

are y*u *kay

[flowerwhisperer]

yeah
i'm just
g|ad that wasn't Ka|four
i thought...

[bizango]

wha+ kapra*

[flowerwhisperer]

i thought he didn't rea||y |ike me

[bizango]

ah - n* kapra*
he |ikes y*u very much
y*u are *ne *f his few friends

[flowerwhisperer]

i
rea||y?

[bizango]

yes - rea||y

[flowerwhisperer]

You feel so flustered right now you're not sure what to say!

i
urm
uh

[bizango]

he may +ry +* c*nvince y*u differen+|y when he re+urns +h*ugh

If he returns... You are trying to stay positive on that front at least.

[flowerwhisperer]

why?

[bizango]

hes hur+
grieving
i d*ub+ he wi|| be en+ire|y ra+i*na| again f*r a |*ng +ime

[flowerwhisperer]

i don't want to stop being his friend

[bizango]

p|ease d*n+

[flowerwhisperer]

i'|| try