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==> Cheriour: Try not to cry.
Your name is CHERIOUR LECLAIR, and if there is one thing you are good at doing, it's hiding your feelings behind your smile.
These feelings, however...you're not sure you can keep them all inside. They keep pressing on your chest, a sort of dull ache that you can't help but keep thinking about as you go out and slaughter imps for their grist or keep working on those quests for your blind consorts.
Chi-Rho and Sparks...they're probably dead, aren't they?
You don't want to acknowledge it, but the absence of their names on your Pesterchum just reminds you that it's no joke. Somewhere, there's their dead bodies, cut down in their youth, playing a game that ended their world as they knew it...
You don't even feel the sword in your hands as it cuts through an imp's neck, like butter.
You want to shut up all those feelings inside of you, but currently, you're failing at it. Horribly. A part of you wants to go and spill everything on a friend...but another part of you feels disgusted by that. Why bother anyone else with your feelings? They're already facing hardships of their own, why do they need any more?
But eventually, you work up the courage to go on Pesterchum, though you're still going to keep a tight leash on those emotions of yours.
-- CURRENT empyreanChroniker [EC] RIGHT NOW opened memo Lets not get ourselves down! --
EC: Hello all! 8)
EC: I hope everyone is doing okay.
EC: Just wanted to say a few words...
EC: Even though we're all in a tough situation right now, what with people disappearing and all...
EC: I just want to say: don't give up!
EC: We're all here for each other, okay?
EC: If you need some help, then don't hesitate to contact your friends.
EC: They'll give you the best support, I know it. 8)
EC: Let's not lose hope, everybody! 8D
You feel as if you're being STUPIDLY HYPOCRITICAL here, but either way, at least you're showing how much you still support everybody in their endeavors.
That's the most important thing right now.
These feelings, however...you're not sure you can keep them all inside. They keep pressing on your chest, a sort of dull ache that you can't help but keep thinking about as you go out and slaughter imps for their grist or keep working on those quests for your blind consorts.
Chi-Rho and Sparks...they're probably dead, aren't they?
You don't want to acknowledge it, but the absence of their names on your Pesterchum just reminds you that it's no joke. Somewhere, there's their dead bodies, cut down in their youth, playing a game that ended their world as they knew it...
You don't even feel the sword in your hands as it cuts through an imp's neck, like butter.
You want to shut up all those feelings inside of you, but currently, you're failing at it. Horribly. A part of you wants to go and spill everything on a friend...but another part of you feels disgusted by that. Why bother anyone else with your feelings? They're already facing hardships of their own, why do they need any more?
But eventually, you work up the courage to go on Pesterchum, though you're still going to keep a tight leash on those emotions of yours.
-- CURRENT empyreanChroniker [EC] RIGHT NOW opened memo Lets not get ourselves down! --
EC: Hello all! 8)
EC: I hope everyone is doing okay.
EC: Just wanted to say a few words...
EC: Even though we're all in a tough situation right now, what with people disappearing and all...
EC: I just want to say: don't give up!
EC: We're all here for each other, okay?
EC: If you need some help, then don't hesitate to contact your friends.
EC: They'll give you the best support, I know it. 8)
EC: Let's not lose hope, everybody! 8D
You feel as if you're being STUPIDLY HYPOCRITICAL here, but either way, at least you're showing how much you still support everybody in their endeavors.
That's the most important thing right now.
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