[Open Memo & Alpha Team Memo] ===> Kalfour: Be someone else

[bizango]

CURRENT restlessMedium [CRM] RIGHT NOW opened memo on board YoU MESSED UP HAA HAA HAA.

CRM: i knOw~
CRM: i knOw i knOw~~
CRM: i'm sOrry~
CRM: i'm sO
CRM: sOrry i'm
CRM: sOrry
CRM: i
CRM: 'm
CRM: ahaha
CRM: i'm sOrry
CRM: AHAHA
CRM: IT'S JUST
CRM: So LoUD HERE!!!

CRM closed memo.

You come apart again, as you have since you found out that she... You have never liked the way you lose time before, but you're thankful for it now. You get the feeling the blank spots are getting bigger and bigger when you wake up out of sight of the nearest town only to fall away again a moment later. And all through it there's chatter, familiar voices and people you feel like you've known for sweeps. You take to hiding from them when they get especially loud.

Eventually they leave you alone again and you're left in the quiet, isolated black in your mind.


HOURS IN THE FUTURE BUT NOT MANY, you return to yourself. Or rather. You rise to the front, leaving the cluttered mess of your mind behind you for a moment. You have things you need to attend to in the outside world. People who need to be informed. It takes you another hour to walk back to the nearest town, and you ache by the time you settle into a corner and open your husktop. The heat has done this body no favors at all.

CURRENT restlessMedium [CRM] RIGHT NOW opened memo on board Your attention team~.

CRM: Good evening my dears~
CRM: Or morning as the case may be~
CRM: Depending on the natural inclinations of your particular world of course~
CRM: I have some bad news Im afraid!
CRM: Merzet and Preta are dead~
CRM: Im very sorry~
CRM: Understand that Kalfour will not be available for a time~
CRM: But I will try to keep on track with this game in his place~

Comments

[flowerwhisperer]

Why is he so nice to you, YOU DON'T GET IT...

urm
thank you

[bizango]

y*u d*n+ need +* +hank me
rea||y

Especially now... You really don't feel like you deserve it...

[flowerwhisperer]

no, i do
i haven't
rea||y
had many peop|e care about me

[bizango]

im s*rry kapra*

[flowerwhisperer]

it's okay

[bizango]

i wish +here was m*re i c*u|d d*

[flowerwhisperer]

you've a|ready done a |ot for me

[bizango]

ah
+ha+s g**d +hen

[flowerwhisperer]

so thank you

[bizango]

...

p|ease d*n+
im s*rry kapra*

[flowerwhisperer]

...okay

[bizango]

+hank y*u

You want to apologize for being useless right now, but you just did... It feels like it might be overboard right now.

[flowerwhisperer]

urm
i have a question

[bizango]

*f c*urse - ask i+

[flowerwhisperer]

Ka|four has never mentioned any of you

[bizango]

ah - yes
he didn+ kn*w ab*u+ us un+i|
a|| +his

[flowerwhisperer]

oh
urm
what wi|| happen now?

[bizango]

...you take a long moment to sit back and run your fingers through your hair, asking if anything's changed. Not that you need to. You know it hasn't. For a moment you feel guilty being out here when Jan could be getting things done... but... you can't just abandon a conversation in the middle. So...

i d*n+ kn*w
i rea||y
im n*+ sure
im s*rry

[flowerwhisperer]

it's okay
i'm sorry for bothering you

[bizango]

y*ure n*+ b*+hering me kapra*
i can+ d* any+hing
righ+ n*w
hes |*cked me *u+ - a|| *f us
id ra+her be here

Where you can at least try to help and know someone's listening...

[flowerwhisperer]

i just kind of
missed ta|king to you
i guess

[bizango]

...aww.

me +**
im g|ad i|| ge+ +* mee+ y*u s**ner +hen i +h*ugh+

[flowerwhisperer]

oh, urm
thank you

[bizango]

y*u d*n+ need +* +hank me - i+s +rue

[flowerwhisperer]

You kind of feel like MELTING right about now.

urm
how many of you are there?